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[ Monday, March 30, 2009 ]

~Love story~ (By Katherine Mcphee)
~Love Story~
I think it was the summer time
When I laid eyes on you
I didn't even know your name
Somehow we'd end up in the same room
It never crossed my mind
I never saw you like that
I should've listened to my best friend
She knew it would be a perfect match

[Chorus:]
It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

I always made up some excuse
Saying you that weren't my type
Didn't want to face the truth
Didn't want to cross that line'til one day I saw you
Out of the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And inside I thought I would die

[Chorus:]
It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

Can't believe its happening
When I least expect it
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I knowI am wrong
From the beginning we always belong

Love Love Story
Love Love Story
Love Love Story(Love)
Love Love Story(Love Story)
Love Love Story(This is my
)Love Love Story(This is my love story)
Love Love Story
Love
This is my love story

[Chorus:]
It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard
...posted by christina at 6:24 AM | 0 comments






Hi!!!
I'm back!!!
Have been busy these few days with PROJECTS!!!
Phew!!!
Finally,we did finished!!!
I change my blogskin...
My school is interviewing the Seconday 2 students
(I'm on of them)
on a trip to Croatia-Europe
because of the Youth Olympic.
20 students will be chosen to go.
I wonder who are those lucky students:)
Chuwen Fu's going too...
same as Xin En and Mao Sheng.
I hope they will choose me:)(I hope!)
Then, I'll take many pictures to let my friends and parents to see.:)
I LOVE CROATIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




...posted by christina at 6:02 AM | 0 comments






[ Monday, March 23, 2009 ]
Five Loaves and Two Fishes
This song is called:Five Loaves and Two Fishes
Those who studied in my school might know this song...

~ Five Loaves and Two Fishes~

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunch
boxat the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a childhe said:"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too smallI trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small
...posted by christina at 5:36 AM | 0 comments






LoL~~~
The spamming starts again...
I find it very funny...
Sometimes they forgive me,
sometimes they did not...
Very confused!

To:Hero
Ha ha...
ok...ok
attracting attention is not insulting K?
Happy?
Of course I know you're helping me...
Yeah thanks for your support:)

To:Bee Jin
ok...ok
I wrong,I apologised...
Don't forgive me,
I also cannot do anything...
...

To:Blah...
Hillo!!!
Thanks!!!
For speaking up for me...
See ya!!!
...posted by christina at 5:18 AM | 0 comments






[ Sunday, March 22, 2009 ]
Thanks
hey!!
The spamming is getting better!
And I thank everyone!!!
Especially,Blah,Peace maker,you b!tch ,Hero.
And Yvonne and Bee Jin
for being so understanding.
Truly,I really don't know cannot write
those things in Blog.
After my punishment,I learned that,
we cannot write anything awful about a person
in a blog.

To:Blah
Ha ha...
I love you as a friend too...
I'm glad to have you as my friend.
See you in my tagbox!!!

To:Nobody
Who are you saying?
Me?
If it is me,
I can swear surely got people wanna kiss me:)
and it is at least two.
My parents:)
I bet your parents wanna kiss you right:)

To:Chloe
Call me naive and act cute,nevermind:)
I don't want to repeat my explanation again and again...
I admit it was me who started it:)
But,at that time,I did not know we can't anyhow
post any nasty comments in our blogs...
I explain several times already.
I hope you can stop the spammings.
Thanks!

To:Peace maker
Peace!You're so pure...

To:Hero
Hey!You're back!
Yeap the "thing" had already settled...
( I hoped)
She's not getting attention...

I hope there's no more spamming next time I come back:)





...posted by christina at 5:53 AM | 0 comments






[ Thursday, March 19, 2009 ]
Replies!!!
Went to school today,
for maths remedial...
Out of all of the questions,
some don't know how to do...
so ask Mrs Chang...

Then went home...
Aunt bought food back...
so thats my lunch...
watched the Korean dvd
together with my aunt...
then bathe..
then here I am blogging...
together doing my Geography project...
...
I saw those spams...
No hurting feelings...
I must thank Hero and Blah...
for helping me.
But I hope this misunderstanding will stopped...
But to Blah and Hero,
I hope the both of you will not argue or quarrel with them
in my blog or other places...
Nearly everyone blamed me for starting it first...
actually no...
ok...
I admit I wrote it in my blog which I did know that cannnot write
" Those " things...
In fact...
I did really treat Bee Jin and Yvonne as friends...
But one day they somehow scolded me " XL"(vulgarities)
for nothing...
and I have been tolerating them from last year...
I know Spams will coming in my tagbox...
after I post it.
I really wanted to be their friends but they just
" Kan wo bu shun yan "
so I can't help it...
I can swear that I did not say anything bad about them
when people say bad things about them behind their backs.
Yeah maybe people
don't like me...
but I get use to it already...

To:Bee Jin and Yvonne...
I hope you can stopped these spamming...
I know,your reaction will be
I was the one who started it first
and still call the both of you act cute...
ok...
Sorry my fault...
I shouldn't write in the post...
and I didn't know I cannot write those nasty stuffs in the post...
and you pick up my water bottle,
THANK YOU!!!
And I must say...
This is my blog...
I can put what ever pictures in my blog...
criticise my pictures,nevermind
but I got the right to put it in my own blog...
say me lion head or banana or whatever stupid
things or act cute,I don't care.
Cause everyone also got a nickname.
If you treat me good,I'll treat you double.
If you don't forgive me...
I also cannot do anything...
But I can say,both of you did scold me " XL "

To:Passer
Ha!I know...
My head look like a lion???
I think I need a haircut huh???
Its been a long time I ever had a haircut...
And thanks for your advise:)
Hmm...
I'm not a small ant...
I'm an organism to god....
I had no power ok...
Again,Thanks for your advise!!!
I sit like a boy.
So,I'm changing this bad habit...
I'll change it:)
Its kind of you to tell me my weakness...
Fat?Ooo...Thanks again for telling me...:)
I'll go on a diet.
Thanks for telling me all these things.
You're a kind soul:)

To:Passerby
Ya lo!!!
I agree!!!
Who is Hero and Blah arh???
I want know them...
Who help me alot...
( not in the arguements)
I started these problems
because I didn't know I cannot write these stuffs
in my blog...
I'm not like all of you here are computer experts...
Yeah,I admit I write them act cute...
and I had my revenge didn't I???
You all call me act cute isn't it?
We're quits.( can say so)
Didn't you see?
I wrote sorry in my last post.

To:Someone
Ha ha...Of course I know my hair is
@$#$@$@%#@
I understand...
Of course I like my hair.
Shouldn't I?
Yeah~
You're lucky...
I'm happy for you:)
Got a sister hair better than me...
Maybe tell me what shampoo she's using?
So I can change my shampoo to her's?
Although you guys call me lion head so?
Cause that God has given me...
I should be satisfied.
What a good advice!!!
Thanks!
Have a nice day too:)
God bless you:)

To:SupermanTCH(short form)
If I scold Yvonne or Bee Jin,
I sure what will happen to me...
Ha ha zoo ticket too expensive.
only rich people like all of you can affort:)

To:Blah
I appreciate you helping me...
but not argueing with them...
Tell me who you are can?
Maybe not by here?
You think Lion King 4 the idea is nice?
Thats good!
But I think only Me and you are the only ones watching it
ha ha...
Hmm...
for the first comment you tag in my blog,
Yvonne can't fly...
Same as everybody...
Only SupermanTCH
can fly cause he is a Superman...
Understand?
And don't comment other people spelling...
Maybe they like to write like that leh?
If next time I see you,teach me how to use blog properly
K?
Wait I did another mistake,
I will "de jui" other people:)
By the way, are you one of my friends?

To:Hero
Wa!!!
You Hero?
I scared sia!!!
But Thanks for helping me!!!
Hero is Zero...
It rythmes what...
ha ha...
But no offence:)
Thanks for being helpful to tell them it is a misunderstanding
but you shoudn't criticise them...
Peace!
You're imaginative!
I will not commide suicide la!!!
Thanks again!!!
Hope to be friends with you!!

Gotta go!!!
Lots of comments will be more by tomorrow!!!
I can predict....
Mostly all the bad things one.
Like the Lion Head or Act cute thing.
GBU!!!




















...posted by christina at 12:32 AM | 0 comments






[ Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ]
Everyone I'm back!!!
Ha ha...
I'm back...
Just after two days,
So many messages and arguments...
Haiz...
My head looks like a lion???
Ha ha...
Ha!!!
I've got an idea!
Maybe...
Maybe...
I can do a movie too...
Called Lion King 4???
By the way Blah...
Thanks a lot...
even though I don't know who are you,
but I really appreciate you helped me and
believed me...
as what God had said,
No one is perfect...
my hair is kind of like the lion mane...
but it doesn't mean other people doesn't have the same problem...
So...
I've got another nickname huh???
Lion???

or Lion King 4?
or Christina the lion mane???
or Banana lion mane???
Is ok what...
Call me anything also can...
Forgive and forget...
I called the person act cute...
sorry...
is my fault...
but the other things...
is the TRUTH


Let me tell all of you what I did these days...
Monday...
Me,Xin En and Kristine went to Chuwen Fu birthday party...
We were drenched when we reached there...
including the cake cover...
But the cake is still safe and sound...
We went inside the house and chat...
then do some maths...(suggested by Kristine)
after a while,we've been called by CF's mum
for lunch...
Lunch was delicious!!!
We had chicken nuggets,sausages and fishballs...
and we had lemon tea...
Taste nice~
After eating we went to play uno...
Kristine won followed by me then Xin En
Chuwen Fu did not want to play...
Then we watched
High School Musical 2
while Chuwen Fu play with his gameboy(I think)
3.30pm the show finished...
then we ate the cake...
The three of us sang birthday for him...
By 4.15pm all of us went home...
Chuwen Fu sent us down...
I walked to Hougang Plaza
while Kristine and Xin En took bus home...
I've went there to collect my new spectacles...
Quite blur at first cause my degree increase alot...

Tuesday,
My mum bought me to Chinatown for shopping
She's a very great mother:)
although she scolded me sometimes,
but I know she meant for good...
She brought me to OG to shop...
she told me she'll be celebrating
a birthday party for me this year...
Ha ha...
I'm happy of course...
We reached home about 4.45pm
I've gone for a nap a while
then got up because of a phone call from Kristine...
She told me about the Geography project....
Then I need to research for the project...
so I saw the spamming in my tagbox
got angry at first then calm down a little...

Today,
woke up at 10am
( I know is quite late)
then ate sausages,bread
and drank tea
for breakfast...
then do my homework until 1pm...
ate lunch...
instant noodles is served!!!
Yummy!!!
Continue to do my work until 3pm
rest about half an hour then had to do my assesments...
till 5.30pm...
watched TV series
" Over the Rainbow"
( I think)
6.30pm,
I went to practise my piano till 7.15pm...
Went to take dinner with my parents...
and now...
I'm here blogging...
:)

Next Tuesday,
I'm going to a wedding dinner!!!
Cool!!!
Then next Saturday,
My family is invited to a barbacue session...
ha ha...
I'm gonna eat alot yummy things!!!

Gotta go!!!
I'll see lots more spamming tomorrow I know
so I'm gonna be prepared...
Spam,Spam,Spam...
HA!
GBU!!!
no one is perfect
Christina!!!(Lion King)






...posted by christina at 5:10 AM | 0 comments






[ Sunday, March 15, 2009 ]
New pictures of me!!!














































































Hey!!!
These are some pictures of me taken recently!!!
Hope all of you like it!!!
























...posted by christina at 5:45 AM | 0 comments






Hey everyone!!!
I'm so tired today!!!
You?
I went to church this morning until twelve...
The pastor is so humorous...
Then my dad boss invited us to their new house...
Wow!!!
They lived in a private estate...
so cool!!!
And guess what?
All the rooms include a toilet...
which...
it is looks like the size of my room!
Can you imagie this?
The shower and the toilet is seperated by two glass door...
And the room is twice of my room...
Then we went to the master bed room!!!
Wooh!!!
The room is thrice my bedroom...
and there's a balcony outside their room...
and...
Their toilet is totally BIG!!!
There's a bath tub,two basin,one toilet bowl glass cubical,a shower glass cubical
and three cupboards!!!
It is bigger than my room!!!
I'm not complaining that my bedroom is small...
I'm not jealous...
ha ha...
I indeed jealous went I saw their rooms,
but,
after a while...
I've make up a decision.
There's no need to be envy of people...
I'm satisfied what God gave me...
All I need to work hard then buy a house near the country side
in England...
Then,buy a branded car 'Poche' for myself to travel to work...
My parents had a poor education so I may hired a tutor for them:)
cause they need to speak english in England...
Then,I'll buy one more branded car 'BMW' (I don't know is there any in England:)
for them so they can travel where they want:)
I wanted to buy a house near the country side because my mum
loves nature so I wanted to live in a countryside...and she can visit the beach whenever she wants:)
I'm filial!!!
Ha ha...
Lame!!!
Well,it is right!
Parents work hard to give their child the best,
and the child grows up,
they shouldn't treat their parent the opposite way...
in fact,they must treat them double!
If it is not them,I'll not be in this fantastic world...
so I must be satisfied everything I had...
Although I need to share a room with my aunt,
and I don't want to,
I must tolerate...
after all,she is older than me.
So,I need to obey her...
and listen to her...
If next time,she moved out,
I'll be having my room alone!!!
ha ha...
I'm going to Chuwen Fu's birthday party tomorrow!!!
It would be fun...
Kristine,Xin En and me are the only friends going...
only girls...
yeah right...
because Brian and Mao Sheng can't make it:(
I bought a book for Chuwen Fu...
This post is too long!!!
I'll continue later!!!
GBU!!!
...posted by christina at 5:03 AM | 0 comments






[ Saturday, March 14, 2009 ]
Hey!!!
Hi everyone!!!
Yesterday was Friday the thirtheen...
So...
Did anyone have anything unlucky thing happen to you?
I hope not!!!
Gotta go!!!
...posted by christina at 6:02 AM | 0 comments






[ Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ]
Hey!!!
I've change my blogskin huh?
Hope all of you like it!!!
I've talk to Elisa yesterday...
She's so cool!!!
Talking to her makes me feel great!!!
Both of us love God alot!!!
Ha ha~
She created an english version blog...
Her blogskin is so cool!!!
So I changed mine too...
to London like hers...
But our design is different...
ha ha...
We sent an email to Will...
We miss him alot...
Yesterday and today school is unlucky!!!
Yesterday I've got scolded by Xin Yi for nothing....
and I didn't bring my P.E T-shirt.
But luckly,the teacher was absent.
So I was so happy cause if I didn't wear my P.E T-shirt,
I'll have to run in the field many rounds...
Then I told Xin En happily,"Yeah!!! I never bring T-shirt
and the teacher didn't come!!!"
and....
behind us were my enemies,
'Y' and 'B'( don't write their full name)
was echoing me...
I was not angry with them...
said the truth...
the word Parrot came to my head at the moment...
ha ha...
Then nevermind...
Lets forget it!!!
Today!!!!
'Y' bang me on my leg...(I know is wierd to band on my leg)
I don't know it was accidentally or purposely
but there's a lot of space there and I can't think of any reason
why she must bang me.
She is not fat.
She is skinnier than me...
then later....
I drop my water bottle accidentally
and she's nearby my table...
She walk towards it and help me to take up the bottle...
as I wanted to say Thank you to her,
guess what she did?
She threw my water bottle on my table very hard
and sacarstically,she said,
"oh sorry"
Act Cute!!!
I don't usually say people behind their backs...
but I can't tolerate anymore...
I must speak for myself...
'Y' and 'B' were actually the ones who scolded me
vulgarities...(if you have read my older post)
And!!!
'B' scolded me today because of Xin Yi...
I must say...
Xin Yi is my best friend and she's once a victim of
'Y' and 'B'
She wet her pants and everyone tease her and bully her...
Who is the one who stand up for her?
Who is the one who told the teacher that she's being bully?
Who is the one who comfort her whenever she's sad?
Who is the one who accompany her?
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everything was ME!!!!
Did she appreciate me?
NO!!!!
Me,Natalie,Xin En and her...
we do the science project together...
and all of us did participate.
Mr Leow our science teacher told the Group Leaders
to meet him yesterday...
Xin Yi was the group leader.
She went and told Mr Leow that the three of us
did not participate...
And this morning she told 'B' me,Natalie and Xin En did not go.
So,'B' came and scolded me...
She have no rights to scold me by the way...

Forget it!!!
I still have...
Adel,Elisa,Shelby,Michelle,Mky,Antonela
Xin En,Kristine,Li Ting,Chuwen Fu,Cleon,
Mao Sheng...
AND....
WILLIAM!!!!!!

and MY PARENTS!!!!
and GOD!!!

I'm chatting with Adel now...
She's sick last two days...
and suffered a fall while
she's playing Basketball...
Becareful!!!

I'm going to school tonight...
again...
for PTM...
Parents,Teachers Meeting session...
Kinda of nervous!!!
Ha ha...
Bye!!!
GBU!!!
God bless all of you!!!


No one is perfect
Christina!!!






...posted by christina at 11:51 PM | 0 comments






[ Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ]
Happy,Happy and HAPPY!
Hello!!!
Its me again!!!
I've just ate my lunch!!!
So yummy!!!
!!!
I've gotten back my Physics test!!!
Guess what???
I've got 27!!!
I'm so happy!!!
Gotta go!!!
So busy these days like William...
Bye!!!
GBU!!!
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[ Friday, March 6, 2009 ]
Aim!!! Class jackets!!!
Hey everyone!!!
Yipee!!!
I'm back!!!
I've got my class jacket!!!
Quite cool eh?
Ha ha...
But it is quite warm when you wear it...
So...
How are you guys these few days?
Me?
Hmm...
happy,happy and happy!!!
But...
today...
the'person' bang my shoulder when she walk pass me...
rude isn't it?
I was talking to my friend and she pass and bang me...
but this isn't destoy my happy feeling!!!
As what Antonela(friendster friend) had said,
Happy always is my motto!!!
So I must be happy no matter how...
My cousin,Moses, had taken back his A' levels results...
Guess what?
He got all A1!!!!
Smart eh?
He wanted to be a doctor in future...
so he want to go to England
to aim for a doctor degree...
Ha!
Next time will be me!!!
I don't want to be a doctor or a nurse of course...
I wanted to go to England and study!!!
I want to get a English Literature Degree
for myself...
As for living costs...
Hehe...
My cousin will pay for it^^
Ha ha I'm evil
Just joking!!!
I'll go his house to stay...
To look after him for my aunt...
( I sounds like a nanny)
Other than that,
I want to travel the world!!!
I want to be a explorer...
I want to see the Niagara Falls!!!
I want to own a horse riding club!!!
So I can go riding everyday!!!
I love horses...
I'm worried for Antonela...
She had a test this coming Monday...
Wish her luck!
And pray for her!!!
....
Today tuition lesson was fun!!!
and hilarious!!!
Xin Yi wore the class jackets to the class and all of us call her
Witch....
ha ha
she does look like one when she wore the jacket...
And Melody said that she can audition for
Harry Potter,Lord Voldermort!!!
Ha ha...
I too,wore a jacket and they call me
Winnie the Pooh...
because I wore a orange and yellow jacket...
ha ha...
We played with balloons...
yeap thats it...
Hey!
I've got a new nickname eh?
Winnie the Pooh...
and...
that Lord Voldermort-Xin Yi
said that "yeah~Winnie the POO"
POO?
It mean shit?
Ha ha I'm not angry...
she's just joking...
Ha ha...
Gotta go!!!
GBU!!!
William Rocks my life!!!!
Christina!!!

...posted by christina at 6:56 AM | 0 comments






[ Wednesday, March 4, 2009 ]
I'm Happy Again!!!
I'm happy again!!!
Li Ting and Kristine are right!
No need to care for these people!!!
Three cheers for Li Ting and Kristine!!!
I've got back my tests!!!
Eager to hear?
Haha...
English:...not bad
Maths:....not up till my standard...
Chinese:...Very good
Science:.....Very good
Literature:....Excellent!!!
Visual Art:.....Very good
Geography:...not bad...
Design and Technology:Not bad...
Ha ha...
Get it?
I've got a singing session with my cousins today...
Vey fun!!!
Well I sing quite I number of songs!!!
My elder cousin acted like Joe Jonas....
Ha ha
It is hilarious!!!
Another...
Hmm...
Coldplay and Westlife...
I?
I acted myself...
Ah!
Maybe Taylor Swift?
I sang two of her songs!
Love story and teardrops on my guitar...
We had Pasta and mushroom and chicken soup for dinner!
Ooo is so nice...
I suggest a cup of tea...
because of William...
So mum brew us english tea...
I enjoyed it so much...
Whenever I heard of tea or saw tea...
it makes me reminds of Will....
I've got a picture of my class this morning from Jane,Clayton and Vivienne...
I'm so touched!
They still remember us!!!
I'm really tired!!!
I've got physical lesson today!!!
Phew!
Hey lyrics time again!!!
Hmm...
This time...
The song is called Pictures in my head...
by Westlife...
I think is William's favourite song...
He put this song in his friendster profile...

~Pictures in my head~

Thank you for tomorrow
When you gonna call me (call me)
Thank you for the weekend
When you gonna see me (see me)
Thank you for the memories
We haven't made yet
You've always been a part of me
Even before we met (we met)
Yeah ...

Thank you in advance for the love you give me
I've had a glance of the good life (good life)
You'll be there when nobody believes me
I've gone through it all in my mind

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head

Thank you for tomorrow
When you gonna call me (call me)
Thank you for the weekend
When you gonna see me (see me)
Thank you in advance
For the time you'll notice
I'm all you've wanted all of your life
Thank you for every single moment
I've gone through it all in my mind

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head
Pictures in my head

Thank you for the best times
Thank you for the journey

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night (x2)

I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
Pictures in my head, yeah
...posted by christina at 4:36 AM | 0 comments






[ Monday, March 2, 2009 ]
Friends....
Sorry...
Not much today...
Bye...
Quite sad today...
I miss Will...
People 'bullied' me...
They scolded me
vulgarities...
for nothing...
I've been tolerating them for
1 year...
And...
they just keep continuing
to tease me...
Are they mature?
Its a sin to say vulgarities to people...
Oh God...
can you help me???
God says that must love each other...
I'm so tired of being bullied...
I keep telling myself to forgive and forget...
yet they keep hurting me...
I've been independent...
for Primary 1 till now...
This occurs when I was young...
I was being bullied...
I wanted...I really wanted...
to be a happy girl...
with no worries at all...
I don't care I had many friends or not...
I just wanted to be me....
Why can't they be more open minded and easy going?
I've found out...
Singaporeans and Cacausians are totally different...
really...
Cacausians are more friendly and open minded...
They really treat their friends really welll...
like Elisa ,Shelby,Michelle,William,Anna,Skandar and Georgie...
I did not say this because of I like William...
I'm not biased...
I watch the 'bloopers' and the behind the scenes when they are fliming Narnia...
They treated each other as part of their family...
I really hope someone could did that to me too...
In Singapore,
if you walk outside the school with a guy,
people would think both of you are dating...
But it is not!
What if they are just friends?
If I treat Chuwen Fu or Mao Sheng even Brian well,
they will think I like them...
or we're dating...
then,
Lots of rumours will come spreading out as LIES!!!
But...
I'm still must praise God...
He gave me my beloved parents...
who loves me more than anything...
and those friends who support me and be with me when I was being bullied...
and Will...
My friends are mostly guys...
and people may call me a flirt...
but I'm not...
let me tell you why...
I've a few friends...
Xin En,Xin Yi,Kristine(girls),Chuwen Fu,Brian,Wilson,Mao ShengJulien(guys)
are my only friends in school...
you know why?
Cause I've no friends...
They are the only people who can feel my feelings....
my thoughts...
They gave me moral support...
I'm only myself when I was with them...
Although I did not meet Elisa,Shelby,Michelle and Adel
face to face...
but I believe they mean no harm...
I can say...
they are much more better than my classmates...
Can they feel what I feel?
NO!
They just having fun...
I look stupid in school being bullied by them...
I don't ask to be popular...
I just want to lead a happy teenage life
so I can remember forever...
No one wanted to remember unhappy things...
I did not cry out...
cause I'm not weak...
I wish God will forgive them...
and I hope they will not do the same thing to the other people...
They are just having fun on me...
By the way, I've got the 4th highest in my class for Chinese...
And I pass my Science...
I did quite well on Design and Technology...
I'm going to take back my Literature test tomorrow...
Quite Nervous...
I feel alot better now...
Stay happy!!!
God bless all of you...
William rocks!

~GBU~

Christina:)
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